Note to self: calm the fuck down.

I have been offline.  Replying badly to emails, ignoring twitter and Facebook and generally being a bit shitty with the daily mash of corresponance needed to keep on top of things.  In real life, I have been flat hunting and recording the album as well as trying to figure out what the hell I am actually trying to put out to the world in the form of some sort of art.  I get myself into a right pickle, going at a million things at a hundred different angles and trying to do them all NOW.  NOW NOW NOW! 

My man, bless his huge size 11 cotton socks, has been so bloody relaxed and puts up with me but recently I got an earful.  I deserved it.  It has sorted me out and made me look at things differetly.  Why the fuck am I rushing the fun, important things all the other crappy bullshit.  I am busy with the album so why am I trying to keeo busy with other things?  i think I am still in denial of how bloody amazing it is to be able to play music and have folk listen and like it.  Seriously.

Anyways, I am back on it like a my little clio's bonnet.  Updates and conversations RESUME!  Off out for a pint now.  Yaldi and goodnight x

P.S. Note to self: calm the fuck down.

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