I can see St. Pauls. The cathedral is sitting to my right, I am facing the river. When I need to think I come to the river. To the middle of the city. Right to the core, the reason for it's being, it's main artery. The river. I am a city dweller you see. I don't crave the countryside, the sea or an open sky. All those things bring me so much joy and calmness but when I need to think I take myself inwards. Right into the heart.
So here I am. I have two days left in the city I have lived in for the past five years. ITS BEEN FUCKING MENTAL. Really. Really full on. I have came to realise that is just my life and who I am. Full on, 100% organic fucking shit here babes. So to cap off one of the hardest years of my life on a personal level, I am getting the fuck outta here!
It is definitely time to hit the road and move on from this crazy place. I fell in love in London but I never fell in love with London.
Tons of feels happening the past few days and the need to rest and be alone as well. A great thing leaving the city has given me is a chance to declutter. To declutter all my belongings and to reorganise my life in general. And people. A lot of people have been swept up and are no longer weight or bad energy I need to deal with. Some people surprised me and removed themselves, others I had to make a conscious walk away from. BUT as the song goes:
I have moved and I'll keep on moving
Proved the points that I needed proving
Lost the friends that I needed losing
Found others on the way
- Caledonia by Dougie MacLean
I am still and always will be grateful for everyone that's been in my life. Through all those others I have learned what I need to know, be challenged, lost and rediscovered who I really am and what I am about.
So the next adventure is our UK and European tour. The 'our' obviously refers to artPACKT and here are the dates!!
1/11 The Boogaloo, London, UK
2/11 Mr Wolf's, Bristol, UK
3/11 The Wonder Inn, Manchester, UK
4/11 Henry’s Cellar Bar, Edinburgh, UK
5/11 MONO, Glasgow, UK
6/11 The Big Comfy Bookshop, Coventry, UK
7/11 House Gig, Birmingham, UK
8/11 House Gig, Sheffield, UK
12/11 The Wolfhound, Haarlem, NL
13/11 House Gig, The Hague, NL
15/11 House Gig, The Hague, NL
19/11 House Gig, Laatzen, GER
20/11 The Beanery, Amberg, GER
21/11 House Gig, Nuremberg, GER
24/11 t Berlin, Berlin, GER
26/11 Karambolage, Dresden, GER
I can't wait to get out on the road again and do what I do best. I hope to see you there and pick up some new friends on the way!!
Rx
So here I am. I have two days left in the city I have lived in for the past five years. ITS BEEN FUCKING MENTAL. Really. Really full on. I have came to realise that is just my life and who I am. Full on, 100% organic fucking shit here babes. So to cap off one of the hardest years of my life on a personal level, I am getting the fuck outta here!
It is definitely time to hit the road and move on from this crazy place. I fell in love in London but I never fell in love with London.
Tons of feels happening the past few days and the need to rest and be alone as well. A great thing leaving the city has given me is a chance to declutter. To declutter all my belongings and to reorganise my life in general. And people. A lot of people have been swept up and are no longer weight or bad energy I need to deal with. Some people surprised me and removed themselves, others I had to make a conscious walk away from. BUT as the song goes:
I have moved and I'll keep on moving
Proved the points that I needed proving
Lost the friends that I needed losing
Found others on the way
- Caledonia by Dougie MacLean
I am still and always will be grateful for everyone that's been in my life. Through all those others I have learned what I need to know, be challenged, lost and rediscovered who I really am and what I am about.
So the next adventure is our UK and European tour. The 'our' obviously refers to artPACKT and here are the dates!!
1/11 The Boogaloo, London, UK
2/11 Mr Wolf's, Bristol, UK
3/11 The Wonder Inn, Manchester, UK
4/11 Henry’s Cellar Bar, Edinburgh, UK
5/11 MONO, Glasgow, UK
6/11 The Big Comfy Bookshop, Coventry, UK
7/11 House Gig, Birmingham, UK
8/11 House Gig, Sheffield, UK
12/11 The Wolfhound, Haarlem, NL
13/11 House Gig, The Hague, NL
15/11 House Gig, The Hague, NL
19/11 House Gig, Laatzen, GER
20/11 The Beanery, Amberg, GER
21/11 House Gig, Nuremberg, GER
24/11 t Berlin, Berlin, GER
26/11 Karambolage, Dresden, GER
I can't wait to get out on the road again and do what I do best. I hope to see you there and pick up some new friends on the way!!
Rx